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Monday, April 10, 2006

Feeling very moody at this very point of time. These few days really alot of stuff happen in my life. Although is no big deal but it still affect my emotion.

Yesterday is my first day of work at Scotts Isetan working as Bonia promoter.As per normal went out to central to take bus 7 to go to town. Then I was queucing for bus then suddenly got his "crazy" begger man approach me and ask my name and say some nonsense stuff making me so embarassed. All the poeple over there who are waiting for bus was all looking at me as if I'm wat like that. That situation that I'm in yesterday really pissed me off. These few days already been moody and strange encounters keep happening to me.

Then around 1.30 reach Isetan scotts then went to find geradine. haha...Everyone keep saying me and her look alike. Like mum and daughter. People in GG<5 say so now Isetan people also say so...Are we really so alike? Anyway she's my "lao bu"(mother)...haha...

Geradine show me around when I reached and also introduce me to other people.

Then the whole working duration is quite bored. The stress is there because bonia's products are rather expensive so the sales dont go so easily. Their bags cheapest is 100+.

For the 1st half of my work I been rotting over there. Then after that Eileen and marcus come to find me at my work's place. Then they accompany me go Far East and eat lo else gotta eat alone in town.

Then after that go ah kun there have a drink before going back to work again. After that finally got customers then show her around and persuade her to buy. After 1hr or so finally she bought a handbag,wallet and key pouch. There's my first deal. The whole transaction around 300+. Haha..I was so happy when the transaction is done. At least not so demoralizing like in the start.

Then after that later in the night got this GG<5 regular customer came to find us and ask us for some opinion on accessories and belts all that.

Some time later then got another china ger bought a handbag 200+ from me again. That close the deal for the day.

Then when around 8 plus got this person by the name colin message me. Then I dunno who is it but he say he know me and I got see him before. But in my impression I don't think I remember I know a person by the name colin. Anyway I now no mood also. So heck care lah.

These few days my mood had been up and down. I myself also dunno why I'm like that. I really hate myself for being what I am now.

Just now I read something and realised that me and him are really totally different and it's impossible for us.

Maybe all along I' the one getting the wrong hint and also dunno since when I start to ....Anyway not important also liao because my heart is already cold liao. I've decided to gif up on him. I really will. Since you dont treasure then let it. But anyway maybe I'm not important to him also. Or maybe he's been fooling me all along.

Anyway I'll now forget about everything and start all over with him. solely friends now. No other expectation.

The one you like will never like you..the one you like will only hurt you and they won't even know. The one you don't like will always care for you and be around you no matter what.
Start all over again...Relationship had always never been smooth for me. I decided to give up now. Really...

Not going to relationship now.

Beside my own problem now I got to care for my best friend. I'm quite worried about you now when just now I've hurt something.

My best friend I know now you are hurt in certain ways that is just like me but I really hope you will treasure yourself and not 自暴自弃. Don't ever choose something that you don't like or even sometime out to 气 other people. Not worth it.

And also I heard alot of things regarding that guy. He's not a nice guy lo. Remember that. Think before you act.

crystal_heart @ 12:55 PM | comment link here

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name: Irene
age: 19+
d.o.b: 21 Sep 1987
school: Ngee Ann Poly
previous Schools: Pearl's Hill Pri Sch, Qtss
course: IT
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