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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Yesterday just had a quarrel with my parents. Sometime i really cannot stand my dad.

I'm already trying very hard to control myself but yesterday night i finally cannot take it already. Then finally quarrel.

They always like to make empty promises. They say never. I simply hate that. They think it's funny to make empty promises? No it's not lo. It's like giving me hope and taking it away.

Damn sad now. My parents can be so selfish. They dont bother how i think.

Did they ever ask me what i want? All they know is to control me. The same applies to all of them.

I know they dote on me. But the thing is i need freedom. I'm no longer a kid. Why dont they just simply put a little trust in me? Did i ever disappoint them? No i didnt. But in the end what did i get? Nothing but being under control.

Really very sad. Everyone is always so envy that i'm the only child. Sometime i really wonder what's so great of being the only child? What's there to be envy? Just because i can get most of the thing i want? What's the point when I'm not at the least happy?

Yesterday Hazel talk to me and i feel much better. Thanks dude! I really appreciate that.

Really got no mood to further study anymore.Seriously no mood. Especially after all these. They even make me lose something that is so imp to me few yrs back and now they never change still the same.

No matter how i tried to tell they will never change nor understand. We dont even have a chance to sit down and have a good chat. Sometime my family can be so cold.

Totally dissappointment.

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name: Irene
age: 19+
d.o.b: 21 Sep 1987
school: Ngee Ann Poly
previous Schools: Pearl's Hill Pri Sch, Qtss
course: IT
blood Type: O+
school: Ngee Ann Poly
height: 158cm
weight: 48.3kg
horoscope: Virgo
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